eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
Por D
Hay amores que regresan. Amores que nos atraen como imanes. En el trabajo, en el supermercado, en la soledad de un restaurante congestionado. Cuando un olor, una canción o un lugar nos oprimen el pecho hasta obligarnos cambiar de rumbo. Amores sin nombre. Que hemos olvidado, que nos han olvidado. Y no hay tristeza más grande saber que se perdieron con la lluvia del invierno. Pero los amores, los importantes, siempre regresan, se reencuentran. No existen los recuerdos pero la piel también tiene memoria. Sólo un roce, el más tenue.
Quisiera borrarte para siempre. No haberte conocido. Pero entonces, a dónde se van los poemas absurdos (inconclusos), las miradas por la mañana (mejores que el café), los secretos bajo la sábana (los más tristes), las peleas (pretextos de la pasión). Dónde cuelgo el vacío que llenaron tus brazos cansados, dónde poner a secar tu risa. No. Quizá, una oportunidad más. Porque lo que más odio de ti es lo que más me atrae, como aquella sudadera naranja. Porque no puedo ver nada que no me guste de ti. En el proceso de olvidar es donde se aferra más tu recuerdo.
Borrar la memoria. Deshacernos de personas, de momentos. De recuerdos, todos. Los felices y amargos. Borrar a una persona para volverla a encontrar. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind (Michel Gondy, 2004) es de esas películas entrañables. Consentida de los emos irremediables y reconocida por los exquisitos del cine gracias al artificioso guión de Charlie Kaufman y los recursos atractivos aprendidos por Gondry en la escuela MTV. Una historia donde el tiempo, el espacio y la memoria están en constante mutación (la mente y su comportamiento, a fin de cuentas). Los miedos y los deseos más oscuros (borrar tu memoria es una idea perversa) se materializan en una historia onírica, donde las caras se deforman como masa de plastilina, las casas se caen a pedazos y el oleaje del mar inhunda el último recuerdo, el más feliz.
For No One – The Beatles / Dry Your Eyes – The Streets / No Distance Left To Run – Blur
Por R
Para Andrea
Cuando una relación tan intensa termina, hay muchas cosas que pasan por la mente, pero, ¿realmente hay que olvidar a la persona?, ¿vale la pena olvidar los momentos más hermosos para olvidar los dolorosos? O en otras palabras, ¿lo malo fué más fuerte que lo bueno?
No lo creo.
Estas tres canciones hablan sobre la pérdida, sobre el olvido del amor, sobre el hecho de que algo tan grande y tan fuerte parece simplemente desvanecer sin razón lógica, y cuando lo notas ya es muy tarde. Ella lo olvidó, olvidó lo que sentía.
Lo único que queda, es pensar en qué vale la pena olvidar, y sólo hay una cosa, y no son las peleas, ni las discusiones, ni los momentos incómodos, lo único que quieres borrar de su mente es el momento en el que ella olvidó el amor, el momento en el que lo dejó de sentir.
Quisiera borrar ESO de tu mente, no borrarme, ni borrarte de la mía. Olvidar el olvido. El momento más triste.
- 1. For no one – The beatles
- Your day breaks, your mind aches
- You find that all her words of kindness linger on
- When she no longer needs you
- She wakes up, she makes up
- She takes her time and doesn’t feel she has to hurry
- She no longer needs you
- And in her eyes you see nothing
- No sign of love behind the tears
- Cried for no one
- A love that should have lasted years
- You want her, you need her
- And yet you don’t believe her when she says her love is dead
- You think she needs you
- And in her eyes you see nothing
- No sign of love behind the tears
- Cried for no one
- A love that should have lasted years
- You stay home, she goes out
- She says that long ago she knew someone but now he’s gone
- She doesn’t need him
- Your day breaks, your mind aches
- There will be times when all the things she said will fill your head
- You won’t forget her
- And in her eyes you see nothing
- No sign of love behind the tears
- Cried for no one
- A love that should have lasted years
- 2. Dry your eyes – The Streets
- In one single moment your whole life can turn ’round
- I stand there for a minute starin’ straight into the ground
- Lookin’ to the left slightly, then lookin’ back down
- World feels like it’s caved in – proper sorry frown
- Please let me show you where we could only just be, for us
- I can change and I can grow or we could adjust
- The wicked thing about us is we always have trust
- We can even have an open relationship, if you must
- I look at her she stares almost straight back at me
- But her eyes glaze over like she’s lookin’ straight through me
- Then her eyes must have closed for what seems an eternity
- When they open up she’s lookin’ down at her feet
- Dry your eyes mate
- I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up
- There’s plenty more fish in the sea
- Dry your eyes mate
- I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
- But you’ve got to walk away now
- It’s over
- So then I move my hand up from down by my side
- It’s shakin’, my life is crashin’ before my eyes
- Turn the palm of my hand up to face the skies
- Touch the bottom of her chin and let out a sigh
- ‘Cause I can’t imagine my life without you and me
- There’s things I can’t imagine doin’, things I can’t imagine seein’
- It weren’t supposed to be easy, surely
- Please, please, I beg you please
- She brings her hands up towards where my hands rested
- She wraps her fingers round mine with the softness she’s blessed with
- She peels away my fingers, looks at me and then gestures
- By pushin’ my hand away to my chest, from hers
- Dry your eyes mate
- I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up
- There’s plenty more fish in the sea
- Dry your eyes mate
- I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
- But you’ve got to walk away now
- It’s over
- And I’m just standin’ there, I can’t say a word
- ‘Cause everythin’s just gone
- I’ve got nothin’
- Absolutely nothin’
- Tryin’ to pull her close out of bare desperation
- Put my arms around her tryin’ to change what she’s sayin’
- Pull my head level with hers so she might engage in
- Look into her eyes to make her listen again
- I’m not gonna fuckin’, just fuckin’ leave it all now
- ‘Cause you said it’d be forever and that was your vow
- And you’re gonna let our things simply crash and fall down
- You’re well out of order now, this is well out of town
- She pulls away, my arms are tightly clamped round her waist
- Gently pushes me back and she looks at me straight
- Turns around so she’s now got her back to my face
- Takes one step forward, looks back, and then walks away
- Dry your eyes mate
- I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up
- There’s plenty more fish in the sea
- Dry your eyes mate
- I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
- But you’ve got to walk away now
- It’s over
- I know in the past I’ve found it hard to say
- Tellin’ you things, but not tellin’ straight
- But the more I pull on your hand and say
- The more you pull away
- Dry your eyes mate
- I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up
- There’s plenty more fish in the sea
- Dry your eyes mate
- I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
- But you’ve got to walk away now.
- 3. No distance left to run – Blur
- Its over
- You dont need to tell me
- I hope youre with someone who makes you
- Feel safe in your sleeping tonight
- I wont kill myself, trying to stay in your life
- I got no distance left to run
- When you see me
- Please turn your back and walk away
- I dont want to see you
- Cos I know the dreams that you keep is wearing me
- When your coming down, think of me here
- I got no distance left to run
- Its over, I knew it would end this way
- I hope youre with someone who makes you feel
- That this life is the night
- And it settles down, stays around
- Spends more time with you
- I got no distance left to run
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